Boxout - ALMA Lyrics

The spiders crawl out of my head
They tell me I'm better off dead
Don't wanna go now
It's getting too loud

And it's such a shitty age
You hit your peak just at 21
You can't even go outside
You can't have any fun
And if I had the chance, you know I'd do it all again
I'd take it in a heartbeat
I'd have a lot more friends

So are you gonna call
Cuz if you're gonna call
Would you have called me by now

And are you moving on
Cuz if you're moving on
Would you have moved on by now

Stuck to an arrow my whole life
It was narrow, straight, and true
Then the path split off in a tangled mess
I'm too paralyzed to choose

And I can't sleep
And I can't eat
I feel like my life's running away from me
Cuz there's no blueprint to follow
And advice is so hollow
It's a hard pill to swallow
Yeah i know

So are you gonna call
Cuz if you're gonna call
Would you have called me by now

And are you moving on
Cuz if you're moving on
Would you have moved on by now