Bonfires - Christmas Stars Lyrics

November to December nights
Illuminated by colorful lights
It's the Holidays, so I think I might
Might forego the celebrations this time
Because the last year just wasn't mine
And to me it'd feel like a crime
Seasons greetings, I don't believe
So Christmas stars, I'm sorry
November to December nights
Illuminated by colorful lights
It's the Holidays, so I think I might
Might forego the celebrations this time
Because the last year just wasn't mine
And to me it'd feel like a crime
Seasons greetings, I don't believe
So Christmas stars, I'm sorry

I remember when I was a kid
This time of year was so fun and festive
Like a fantasy come to life
With all the beautiful and bright lights
Shiny gifts and family bliss
It was all coming true, my Christmas wish
Well it ain't like that anymore
And gone was the before
As I aged older to my core
Still I did enjoy the scenes
The happy music and the tree
It wasn't all dead to me you see
Except along the way
Left the beliefs and everything in between
Envious of those who dream
So just call me Grinch, cuz I'm feeling green

November to December nights
Illuminated by colorful lights
It's the Holidays, so I think I might
Might forego the celebrations this time
Because the last year just wasn't mine
And to me it'd feel like a crime
Seasons greetings, I don't believe
So Christmas stars, I'm sorry

People smiling and being merry
Hallmark movies and eggnog flavored sherry
But really it's kind of scary
Spirit is something I'd love very
However on the contrary
Burdens are all I carry
Will my love ever come back?
Or will my Christmases remain black?
I'm afraid that, that my soul's cracked
And I've gone too far off track
No pretty lights around here
No singing carols or yuletide cheer
Just me and the bottle tonight
So have yourself a merry little Christmas
Yeah right
Just me and the bottle tonight
Not having a very good Christmas
No not tonight

November to December nights
Illuminated by colorful lights
It's the Holidays, so I think I might
Might forego the celebrations this time
Because the last year just wasn't mine
And to me it'd feel like a crime
Seasons greetings, I don't believe
So Christmas stars, I'm sorry

It's a silent night, it's a lonely night
So Christmas stars, I apologize
It's a silent night, it's a lonely night
So Christmas stars, I apologize
Gotta move on, gotta be strong
Cuz I'm tired of hearing sad songs
Cuz I'm tired of being alone
Pick up the phone and make that call
Maybe this won't be a blue Christmas after all
Yeah so what if the last year wasn't mine
There's still time, to make things right
Yeah so what if the last year wasn't mine
There's still time, to make things right
If it's the past you fight, then you'll never take flight
Been awhile since I felt this way but I want it to stay
Your girl is back on the sleigh
And I gotta say, it feels pretty damn great

November to December nights
Illuminated by colorful lights
It's the Holidays, so I think I might
Might go all out this time
Because the next year is gonna be mine
With a new passion inside
Seasons greetings, I now believe
Christmas stars, thank you always
November to December nights
Illuminated by colorful lights
It's the Holidays, so I think I might
Might go all out this time
Because the next year is gonna be mine
With a new passion inside
Seasons greeting, I now believe
So Christmas stars, thank you always

So Christmas stars, thank you always