Bmob - BURDEN Lyrics

And you told me not to
Baby, I got you
Check
When I walk-in through the side door
Feelin different than I did before
Couldn't make it work with you
Even though you said it wasn't personal
Baby are you sure?
I thought whats mine was yours
Thing is that I gave you a lot to hold
You prolly chilled
Prolly got one rolled
Never knew this kinda close really
Really thought all the girls would fall for the heartbreaker
But I screwed myself over
They don't wanna fall for me
All them they wanna talk later
Lonely as I ever been
I was a skywalker
Went and turned into Darth Vader
Nobody calls
Preparing for a crash like Paul walker
Never brought a chaser
To the party
We was more the malt liquor
We was Trail Blazers
Man we kept going out to Rensselaer
Big dreams of being jail breakers
Coop would make a great escape
Then we'd hit the sail boat
Pour the vino wit the aerator
We just end up sitting there on the grass like a snail trader
I'd be waiting on the mail lady
I sent you letters but you never sent one back
You too busy as a playmaker
You don't know what I meant when I said she was always a heartbreaker
I mean I took what I was dealt
Even bet it all on ya
Even never been a card player
But I like a little gamble
People playing with my life
Gun dirty
Loaded 5 in it left one in my back-pocket
This is what it feels like
Lookin like I took a guilt trip
Buncha benzos
Seeing double this is real shit
Seeing red I hit the kill switch
Hit the lobby lookin like I got a deal
I just got a bad migraine and
I'll be filthy rich
One day and I don't give a fuck what he say or she say
I see both sides like a chameleon
Mean you see my true color
But you still got these lines in the sand like a pyramid
I am way too into my appearances
Baby I am not a model I'm delirious
Thinking back when I said I needed you to hear this
You know me
Baby if they fucking me
They make it on a record
Take it as a compliment
I make it last forever
I don't keep it bottled up
Im a living legend
When I'm sippin on this Hendrix
Thinking bout Jimmy at confession
He talked to god
Then he went and saw heaven
It's playing roulette
When you playing with injections
I had to put the phone down
It's played out on this merry-go-round
I got secrets buried deep down
But they coming out when you come around
Honey you sold out
You the only one that had my
Heart
But I always played the bad guy
Sorry
This time the last time
If you could see me now
But I like it when
People playing with my life
Gun dirty loaded five in it
Left one in my back-pocket
This is what it feels like
I'm a Pariah with a dark past
Police never searched nothing at the car crash
I'm a liar with a long jab
But I'm tired of the fights
I don't got too many comrades
Keep it low when I hit the blunt
I got high profile contacts
It's a balancing act
You don't know until you in it
That my life inspire movies
You in my cast
Basquiat
Im a top class artist
With a heart of glass
You could hit the town 3 nights
Same dress they don't know you at the laundromat in the morning with your fine ass
But the women didn't mean nothing to me
Except filling the void
Baby you already mind that
I was nothing but a burden and a climax to you
But you gave me all that I have

And you told me not to
Baby, I got you
Check
When I walk-in through the side door
Feelin different than I did before
Couldn't make it work with you
Even though you said it wasn't personal
Baby are you sure?
I thought whats mine was yours
Thing is that I gave you a lot to hold
You prolly chilled
Prolly got one rolled
Never knew this kinda close really
Really thought all the girls would fall for the heartbreaker
But I screwed myself over
They don't wanna fall for me
All them they wanna talk later
Lonely as I ever been
I was a skywalker
Went and turned into Darth Vader
Nobody calls
Preparing for a crash like Paul walker
Never brought a chaser
To the party
We was more the malt liquor
We was Trail Blazers
Man we kept going out to Rensselaer
Big dreams of being jail breakers
Coop would make a great escape
Then we'd hit the sail boat
Pour the vino wit the aerator
We just end up sitting there on the grass like a snail trader
I'd be waiting on the mail lady
I sent you letters but you never sent one back
You too busy as a playmaker
You don't know what I meant when I said she was always a heartbreaker
I mean I took what I was dealt
Even bet it all on ya
Even never been a card player
But I like a little gamble
People playing with my life
Gun dirty
Loaded 5 in it left one in my back-pocket
This is what it feels like
Lookin like I took a guilt trip
Buncha benzos
Seeing double this is real shit
Seeing red I hit the kill switch
Hit the lobby lookin like I got a deal
I just got a bad migraine and
I'll be filthy rich
One day and I don't give a fuck what he say or she say
I see both sides like a chameleon
Mean you see my true color
But you still got these lines in the sand like a pyramid
I am way too into my appearances
Baby I am not a model I'm delirious
Thinking back when I said I needed you to hear this
You know me
Baby if they fucking me
They make it on a record
Take it as a compliment
I make it last forever
I don't keep it bottled up
Im a living legend
When I'm sippin on this Hendrix
Thinking bout Jimmy at confession
He talked to god
Then he went and saw heaven
It's playing roulette
When you playing with injections
I had to put the phone down
It's played out on this merry-go-round
I got secrets buried deep down
But they coming out when you come around
Honey you sold out
You the only one that had my
Heart
But I always played the bad guy
Sorry
This time the last time
If you could see me now
But I like it when
People playing with my life
Gun dirty loaded five in it
Left one in my back-pocket
This is what it feels like
I'm a Pariah with a dark past
Police never searched nothing at the car crash
I'm a liar with a long jab
But I'm tired of the fights
I don't got too many comrades
Keep it low when I hit the blunt
I got high profile contacts
It's a balancing act
You don't know until you in it
That my life inspire movies
You in my cast
Basquiat
Im a top class artist
With a heart of glass
You could hit the town 3 nights
Same dress they don't know you at the laundromat in the morning with your fine ass
But the women didn't mean nothing to me
Except filling the void
Baby you already mind that
I was nothing but a burden and a climax to you
But you gave me all that I have