Birds Fear Death - When I Die a Flower Might Grow in My Place Lyrics

I was wrapped in white wallpaper as my thoughts laid waste to my mind
I couldn't feel myself move so I tried to drift off as I was laying on my side
Involuntarily tears cascaded down my face as i thought about everything that's mine
I stayed there now shaking while the pain shocked my body
Hoping you don't leave me behind

I'm hyperventilating while staring in the mirror trying to make sense of myself
I'm being eaten alive by unrelenting fears because I know the person staring back at me is hell