BIG LAX - it's not a phase! Lyrics

Say you understand
You don't know you're clueless
But that's all you know to say
I'm so used to this
Keep on talking to me
I ain't in the mood for this
Keep on pressing me
I ain't in the mood for this

Drugs put me out my body
My curses still surround me
I ain't never hurt nobody
But they still try to drown me
Feel like I ain't had nobody
Just niggas around me
Feel like I ain't had nobody
Just niggas around me

These niggas be thriving huh
I'm surviving
I feel like I'm dying, huh
Yeah I'm dying
I wanna get back to my old life I swear I'm trying
Niggas say they understand my pain
Yeah they lying
I'm drinking, I'm drinking, got henny in liters
Told my bitch I'll bust it down when I see her
I am so damn lit that I'm seeing the reaper
My whole life cold like I stay in the freezer
Trying to make it through this "well you just need a breather"
Been in the bottom don't like where we were
I'm just trying to go up now I'm eager
My demons my only fans like an egirl

I been moving around I been up so much that I ain't ever slept in my whole life
Niggas trying do better for me but nigga this ain't even my fight
I put my pain into these words you hear my soul whenever I write
Nigga this ain't even my fault but I can't even say that outright

You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
Nigga not even if I said it huh

Say you understand
You don't know you're clueless
But that's all you know to say
I'm so used to this
Keep on talking to me
I ain't in the mood for this
Keep on pressing me
I ain't in the mood for this

Drugs put me out my body
My curses still surround me
I ain't never hurt nobody
But they still try to drown me
Feel like I ain't had nobody
Just niggas around me
Feel like I ain't had nobody
Just niggas around me

You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
Nigga not even if I said it huh

You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
Nigga not even if I said it huh