BIG LAX - hero's journey! Lyrics

I thought I had everything, but everything gets stressful
I'm a fallen angel, now they treat me just like I'm the devil
I could've been, would've been, should've been something special
I could've been, would've been, should've been something special
I could've been
Would've been
Should've been
Hoping I'll be good again
Good again
Good again
But my choices made
I would again
Would again
Would again
Hoping I'll be good again
Good again
Good again
Woah, woah, woah, whoa
Nowadays I been beside myself
I told that lil nigga lets rise
I'm finding evil inside myself
I won't fight the demons inside
Don't get why these niggas trying to help
I'm trying to tell em I'm fine
Okay that might be a lie
I don't think it's worth the time
Hmmmmm
I'm just trying to get litty I pop me a eddy and float
Hmmmmm
These drugs been my therapy I'm really trying to cope
Niggas think they got the methods but way out of order whenever they spoke
Big nigga you always see belly up I swear that my life is a joke
Don't give me advice
You can't say nothing to me cause I talk to myself all the time
I don't make contact cause you'd see pain in my eyes
Life getting rocky right now but I don't liquor with ice
Give it to me straight uh huh
They wondering why I'm late uh huh
I trying to take shit at my pace
But nobody like my rate uh huh
Don't tell me to fix my face uh huh
Depression mixed with rage
Ain't going away it's aged
I still think I could be great but damn
I thought I had everything, but everything gets stressful
I'm a fallen angel, now they treat me just like I'm the devil
I could've been, would've been, should've been something special
I could've been, would've been, should've been something special
I could've been
Would've been
Should've been
Hoping I'll be good again
Good again
Good again
But my choices made
I would again
Would again
Would again
Hoping I'll be good again
Good again
Good again
I know you wish I could've been
Would've been
Should've been
Hoping I'll be good again
Good again
Good again
But my choices made
I would again
Would again
Would again
Hoping I'll be good again
Good again
Good again
Okay
Don't give me advice
You can't say nothing to me cause I talk to myself all the time
I don't make contact cause you'd see pain in my eyes
I'm finding evil inside myself, I won't fight the villain inside
I thought I had everything, but everything gets stressful
I'm a fallen angel, now they treat me just like I'm the devil
I could've been, would've been, should've been something special
I could've been, would've been, should've been something special

I thought I had everything, but everything gets stressful
I'm a fallen angel, now they treat me just like I'm the devil
I could've been, would've been, should've been something special
I could've been, would've been, should've been something special
I could've been
Would've been
Should've been
Hoping I'll be good again
Good again
Good again
But my choices made
I would again
Would again
Would again
Hoping I'll be good again
Good again
Good again
Woah, woah, woah, whoa
Nowadays I been beside myself
I told that lil nigga lets rise
I'm finding evil inside myself
I won't fight the demons inside
Don't get why these niggas trying to help
I'm trying to tell em I'm fine
Okay that might be a lie
I don't think it's worth the time
Hmmmmm
I'm just trying to get litty I pop me a eddy and float
Hmmmmm
These drugs been my therapy I'm really trying to cope
Niggas think they got the methods but way out of order whenever they spoke
Big nigga you always see belly up I swear that my life is a joke
Don't give me advice
You can't say nothing to me cause I talk to myself all the time
I don't make contact cause you'd see pain in my eyes
Life getting rocky right now but I don't liquor with ice
Give it to me straight uh huh
They wondering why I'm late uh huh
I trying to take shit at my pace
But nobody like my rate uh huh
Don't tell me to fix my face uh huh
Depression mixed with rage
Ain't going away it's aged
I still think I could be great but damn
I thought I had everything, but everything gets stressful
I'm a fallen angel, now they treat me just like I'm the devil
I could've been, would've been, should've been something special
I could've been, would've been, should've been something special
I could've been
Would've been
Should've been
Hoping I'll be good again
Good again
Good again
But my choices made
I would again
Would again
Would again
Hoping I'll be good again
Good again
Good again
I know you wish I could've been
Would've been
Should've been
Hoping I'll be good again
Good again
Good again
But my choices made
I would again
Would again
Would again
Hoping I'll be good again
Good again
Good again
Okay
Don't give me advice
You can't say nothing to me cause I talk to myself all the time
I don't make contact cause you'd see pain in my eyes
I'm finding evil inside myself, I won't fight the villain inside
I thought I had everything, but everything gets stressful
I'm a fallen angel, now they treat me just like I'm the devil
I could've been, would've been, should've been something special
I could've been, would've been, should've been something special