BIG LAX - Golden Experience Lyrics

I've been through a lot, that's me bein honest
Learned that nothing stays the same, nothing's ever constant
I'm done fighting with myself, seen internal conflict
I'm changing my conscience
Feel like it's what I wanted
I know I've seen a lot set in motion
Seen a lot of people fold so I'm never foldin
I don't want to keep it in, I don't want to hold in
Just know that my experience is golden

Remember days when I had trouble getting up
Thought I did okay but wasn't doing good enough
That shit put hairs on my face, it gave me some scruff
Went from bein chipper to being a bit more gruff
I looked dead in the face
And my head was in a space
Filled with dread, but I'm be
Tter off leaving that place
Made my bed and I said that's where I would lay
But these threads are like weights
And I misread my case
Bring me back to life, bring me back to life
I can make something from nothing that's a fact, it's right
I can end up where I want to if the Path is right
I can see the future if the path has light
Bring me back to life, bring me back to life
I can fight for myself and now I have to fight
Running in this race won't come in last alright?
Cause I'm not going back I know what last is like
I've seen high highs, I've seen low lows
Wore everything on my back just like a polo
Heart on my sleeve it's like my logo
Learned from where I've been and I'll use that to see my goal post
Cause

I've been through a lot, that's me bein honest
Learned that nothing stays the same, nothing's ever constant
I'm done fighting with myself, seen internal conflict
I'm changing my conscience
Feel like it's what I wanted
I know I've seen a lot set in motion
Seen a lot of people fold so I'm never foldin
I don't want to keep it in, I don't want to hold in
Just know that my experience is golden