BIG LAX - falling off! Lyrics

I'm feeling too much I can't understand yeah
I been getting high just so I can stand yeah
Just another day I'm without my plans yeah
Life's slipping away yeah it's out my hands yeah
I feel like I'm tearing up
I ain't learned my lesson don't feel like I'm scared enough
I've felt vulnerable like ever since I fell in love
I get defensive she said "why you scared of us"
Damn
Why shouldn't I be scared of love
I'm scared of being all alone if I can't measure up
I'm used to being on my own, I'm used to shriveling up
I can't move forward in this life I'm stuck on level one
Like damn
Didn't used to see myself like this
I guess that's why they say ignorance is bliss
And even though I know it don't know how to fight this
I can't keep fighting tears right behind my eyelids
Right behind my eyelids
So I had to try this
Smoke up, feel yourself, make music
Keep telling yourself I can't do it
Drugs heal pain, bitch that's why I use em
Could quit when I want but no I won't lose em
Cross with myself, mix em up I group em
If you lived the life I live you'd know why I need soothing yeah
I'm feeling too much I can't understand yeah
I been getting high just so I can stand yeah
Just another day I'm without my plans yeah
Life's slipping away yeah it's out my hands yeah
I feel like I'm tearing up
I ain't learned my lesson don't feel like I'm scared enough
I've felt vulnerable like ever since I fell in love
I get defensive she said "why you scared of us"

I'm feeling too much I can't understand yeah
I been getting high just so I can stand yeah
Just another day I'm without my plans yeah
Life's slipping away yeah it's out my hands yeah
I feel like I'm tearing up
I ain't learned my lesson don't feel like I'm scared enough
I've felt vulnerable like ever since I fell in love
I get defensive she said "why you scared of us"
Damn
Why shouldn't I be scared of love
I'm scared of being all alone if I can't measure up
I'm used to being on my own, I'm used to shriveling up
I can't move forward in this life I'm stuck on level one
Like damn
Didn't used to see myself like this
I guess that's why they say ignorance is bliss
And even though I know it don't know how to fight this
I can't keep fighting tears right behind my eyelids
Right behind my eyelids
So I had to try this
Smoke up, feel yourself, make music
Keep telling yourself I can't do it
Drugs heal pain, bitch that's why I use em
Could quit when I want but no I won't lose em
Cross with myself, mix em up I group em
If you lived the life I live you'd know why I need soothing yeah
I'm feeling too much I can't understand yeah
I been getting high just so I can stand yeah
Just another day I'm without my plans yeah
Life's slipping away yeah it's out my hands yeah
I feel like I'm tearing up
I ain't learned my lesson don't feel like I'm scared enough
I've felt vulnerable like ever since I fell in love
I get defensive she said "why you scared of us"