In this song, Belly delves into themes of substance abuse, emotional numbness, and the fleeting nature of relationships. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a life spiraling out of control due to addiction to prescriptions and other substances. Belly describes the highs and lows of his lifestyle, from significant financial gains to the emptiness that follows excessive indulgence. The recurring refrain "different to me" underscores a sense of alienation and disconnection from reality and those around him. Ultimately, the song captures the paradox of feeling everything intensely yet being unable to feel anything meaningful at all.
