Baby Queen - Buzzkill Lyrics

My biggest flaw is a total lack of self-control
I have a sadness that I can't console
I only had a drink to escape my thoughts
Saying, "Flaws don't make you special, they just make you flawed"
"What doesn't kill you makes you wish that it had"
And, "Good things happen to people that are bad"
So when the party came to life, I wish I'd stayed in bed
But when I went to say goodbye, all of my friends said

"Oh boy, here comes the killjoy
Chill the fuck out, you're so young
Just shut up, you're bringing me down
And parties are supposed to be fun"

Look
I don't wanna be a buzzkill
I hate to be a buzzkill
I don't wanna be a buzzkill
But this life is shit and I just don't want it
I hate to be a buzzkill
So I cry and I cry and I just can't stop it

Well, I was changing the world, but got distracted by my telephone
In every crowded room I feel unnaturally alone
It's like I'm living in a dream but all the characters are me
I'm disillusioned by the world and I am filled with apathy
All of the cheaters prosper and all of the quitters win
And he's your president because you voted for him
So when the party came to life, well, I imagined I was dead
And that's when I began to cry and that's when all my friends said

"Oh boy, here comes the killjoy
Chill the fuck out, you're so young
Just shut up, you're bringing me down
And parties are supposed to be fun"

Look
I don't wanna be a buzzkill
I hate to be a buzzkill
I don't wanna be a buzzkill
But this life is shit and I just don't want it
I hate to be a buzzkill
So I cry and I cry and I just can't stop it

I don't wanna be a buzzkill but I am
I hate your city and I miss my dad
And of course you're fucking happy mate, you've had another gram
So I point a gun at your buzz, bang-bang
I don't wanna be a buzzkill but I'm sad as fuck
Help me, when I wake up it's bad as fuck
Help me, no, you don't give a damn
So I point a gun at your buzz, bang-bang

Look
I don't wanna be a buzzkill
But this life is shit and I just don't want it
I hate to be a buzzkill
So I cry and I cry and I just can't stop it
I don't wanna be a buzzkill
But this life is shit and I just don't want it
I hate to be a buzzkill
So I cry and I cry and I just can't stop it