Baby Basile - Addiction Wasted Years of My Life Lyrics

Two pills in and I need some help
Take one drink and the next three hell
There's no normalcy in my daily life
And I never try cause I always fail
Go to jail never make bail
Cause I'm flat broke
This no joke I'm flat broke
In more ways than just one
It's not fun
Miles in these shoes I've walked
Getting lost over beats I talk
And I hope you can't relate most days
But if you can do you wish it'd stop
Try to change it's not enough
Shit gettin tough I just give up
Don't know why I'm this high
In my life can't live enough

You walk down that road and it seems you can't return
I need you right now but I need to fix me first
Is this all I have or am I going insane
I wake up too early my body is in pain
You walk down that road and it seems you can't return
I need you right now but I need to fix me first
Is this all I have or am I going insane
I wake up too early my body is in pain
Proving you wrong but I still feel so broken
Reality hits and it feels like I'm chosen
I'm filled with doubt when I'm out in the open
Im losing my will when they need me to focus

Everyday insecurities get ahold of me
I can barely breathe with anxiety and depression
Inside I'm filled with aggression
And I feel like I got a message
But I speak it like a confession
Messing up and learning some lessons
And people sure try to test it
Don't they make it seem like it's about them
The world must revolve around them
I get so high somehow remain grounded
I climb hills but I can't move mountains
I moved on but I need some closure
Almost here and I feel no closer
To where I'm going and it's gettin colder
I'm getting older or so I'm told
Run it back don't I wish I could
Misunderstood but the shit's all good
Dirt to throw I don't think I should
Misunderstood but the shit's all good