B-Sharp - What I'm Living Lyrics

I gotta go find a beat got it cocked back, gotta let this flow off let it goes off
'Cause I got a lot of thoughts trapped up in my mind I gotta let em loose
And just show it off what it looks like when I'm blowing off some steam
Literally sweating in this booth in my room
Windows closed no air flow because I want it to sound good
She can't find food, and she's looking to you
But you said you can't, yet your bank account could?
Aww wait, did he just, yeah I just went there
I've spent some time looking at all our spending errors
Here's a kid, walking in the rain with the wet hair
No shelter or, you too cynical to give a nickel or a little care
She's at middle school
At least I don't gotta watch poppa give momma bruises
Why does she always go to him if he's popping off abusing
Choosing him instead cruising out
Don't assume a story till you listen

Get mine 'til I get it, imma grind 'til I get
So mind your own business
'Cause you ain't living what I'm living
So imma get mine 'til I get it, imma grind 'til I get it
So mind your own business
'Cause you ain't living what I'm living

Yeah, yeah
Don't even talk to me
Unless you been through what I been through take a walk with me
You don't even know what it's like when you can't even talk put a sock in me
Poppa say "don't you even breathe or I'm gonna put a glock to mommy"
That's why I'm never talking
I don't even know what to do
I look in the kitchen, what's cookin' on the stove?
No it's not food
Always whippin' it for the customers because the drugs are the food
I want to run away, it's up to me?
I wanna give it up to you
"Who?"
"You talking me?"
No I'm talking Jesus
If he loved me, he wouldn't let me go through this season
Matter of fact, this isn't a season, it's been like this my whole life
Ever since I was 9 I've wanted to take a knife and end my life
But you're here to tell me that it's alright
"Who you talking me?"
No I'm talking God
Heaven knows the pain & payment on that cross
And now I get it, you never said it would be easy
As I go through my valley, you're always gonna be with me

Get mine 'til I get it, imma grind 'til I get
So mind your own business
'Cause you ain't living what I'm living
So imma get mine 'til I get it, imma grind 'til I get it
So mind your own business
'Cause you ain't living what I'm living
You ain't living what I'm living

Sometimes it's better if I just stop
The talk & see what you gotta say
I pray that I get what you talking about
I find it's better then using my mouth
Uh, these are real stories, real life, real violence
Real crime in our cities, what are you gonna do about it?

Get mine 'til I get it, imma grind 'til I get
So mind your own business
'Cause you ain't living what I'm living
So imma get mine 'til I get it, imma grind 'til I get it
So mind your own business
'Cause you ain't living what I'm living