Avail - 92 Lyrics

Sometimes when I wake up
I start to think
This can't be true
And I'm not together
So I block out all the days
That don't matter
And I raise my head
Forget about what I did
And try not to think too hard
Sometimes I get so happy
I hear things in my head
That were never said
I just sit alone for a while
And start talking to myself, I think
It's getting a little out of hand
Try not to think too hard
I hang on the words
Thinking how I blew it
With nothing left to lose
Sometimes when I think about it
It just doesn't seem fair
Still I stay prepared
And I work my way around it
I look deep into myself and think
This is getting a little out of hand
Try not to think too hard
I hand on the words
Thinking I blew it
With nothing left to lose
I play my part
It's not so hard
I just stay out of view