Arise, Sir! - Above the Clouds Lyrics

I spent half of this year above the clouds
And I'm still too scared to jump out
And I never saw the face of the moon you said you found
But it's been too long since I saw the sun come down

Just give me what I always wanted
And I'll throw it away
Heaven never really seemed to far
And I'm still awake
But this dream state starts to dissipate
When she asks where I went and I can't explain