Ares Silver - oleCali Lyrics

I dunno how, but I'm back in the Midwest
Got a job, I'm working hard, and I'm nowhere near as stressed
I've given up on waiting for that text
In the grand scheme of the universe, they just a bunch of specs
They don't mean nothing to me
They found me while I was downing under the sea
They just pulled me deeper, thought they found a keeper, but the grim reaper waiting for me
I mean motherfuckers always waiting for me
he can see everything I do
and even without the help I'm still sinking quickly
faster than I would want to
Then again who wants to drown
I'm wearing a lead crown
The sirens call in the distance but I got no ship to run aground
I kinda miss being zooted
But I'm thinking that's stupid
I wish I could find a way back to my home

Ole Cali
I just want to go home
Ole Cali

LEDs and enemies
Anesthesia in Hennesy, I mean
Empathy and ecstasy
Versus acid weed and apathy
I'd happily take either
Or throw it all away
Cus today's fuck ups guaranteed by yesterday's
I was a stupid kid on too many drugs
Reading pheromones like signs from above
We all monkeys taking Ls and Dubs
But my small wins were never enough
Lost my soul 2018
Left it in the mirrors
Cut my left arm to shreds with box cutters and scissors
Let the heat dissipate
Dream about the old days
Cupertino and San Jose,
Ole Cali-for-ni-a
Judgement clouded by hate
Depressive on my best days
I cant believe my worst times all started back in the day

In Old Cali
I just want to go home
Ole Cali