Apollo Clone - No Home Lyrics

I was lost in space 'til you found me
I'm from another planet but yours borrowed me
I exist to love, I am recycled carbon
I'm just what you think of while you howl at the moon
So when you're feeling lousy know that others feel too like
Victims to the rhythm; under moonlight you're aroused
The energy was beautiful the vibe ran laps around me
Gold on my nose, around my neck and in my mind
You cannot stop me, you cannot harm me
I gotta pill for every feeling feed them to me, feel me dude
These doctors with prescriptions really don't know shit about me
My life a fable, my mind unstable
I'm calling tales, raising eyebrows; y'all suspicions
Bipolar romantic, superstitious, hope for Christmas
Seems all my life I've been wishing for this moment
When it rained it poured it hailed it snowed now do I even want it?

I was drowning in the ocean
I was scared of getting sober
I don't know what I've been told
All my friends are turning over
Mama said just come back home
I don't really got a home
Be the lighthouse in the ocean
Help me find my way just show me

Structuring confessions rhyme repressed memories
About why I'm so different, why I'm such a mess
If the shoe fits, wear it
When it's worn out, fuck it
Promise if you own it and you want it they will love it
Just a weak teen couldn't speak, couldn't eat, scared to sleep
Roommate had the power had the numbers persecuted me
I hate that motherfucker couldn't go home for a week
Started burning trees just to cure anxiety
I was living in fear of a lie, laid low all the time
Always had death on my mind, everybody dies
Please stare at all of my scars, they'll never dry
And if I leave you these wings, promise you'll learn how to fly

I was drowning in the ocean
I was scared of getting sober
I don't know what I've been told
All my friends are turning over
Mama said just come back home
I don't really got a home
Be the lighthouse in the ocean
Help me find my way just show me

It’s over now
We've came so far
We've erased one another
So take a step back, be proud
And when you're feeling down
Just fly away, fly back home
I promise I'll see you soon

I was drowning in the ocean
I was scared of getting sober
I don't know what I've been told
All my friends are turning over
Mama said just come back home
I don't really got a home
Be the lighthouse in the ocean
Help me find my way just show me