Apollo Clone - Nauseous Lyrics

All my friends went and ghosted on me
Been awhile since they've spoken to me They're all liars, they're deniers
Thought I knew everything
I was better off by myself
When no one could bring me down
I was wrong
Now I’m nauseous when the phone rings
I get nauseous if my thoughts bring
Any hell or all of them feelings of doubt
I’m dying just to live again

I'm nauseous hearing your voice again
I probably won't pick up the phone again
I'm six feet deep in some feelings
I need you to believe
That I'm drowning, now I’m sounding
Like a monster, I never thought I'd be

Think it’s lonely at the top
Now my body about to drop
And the bigger that they are
Is the harder they’re gonna fall
And the heart is in my songs
But these songs expose my flaws
You knew what I was after when I hung outside your window
All them problems solved, I carved by hand
In the trees, you disease
You shrugged and buried me with ease
I’m shaking terribly, I bleed
Don’t act like this ain't what u asked for
I’m nauseous every time I breathe

I’m nauseous hearing your voice again
I probably won't pick up the phone again
I'm six feet deep in some feelings
I need you to believe
That I’m drowning, now I’m sounding
Like a monster, I never thought I'd be

All my friends went and ghosted on me
Say I’m changing but they don't know me well
I’m fine, I’ll walk this hell by myself
Don't reach out
Everybody wants heaven but nobody wants to die
You and I are ticking time bombs
I asked unsure did I need help, she cringed
Said look how far you fell
Now I’m nauseous when the phone rings
I get nauseous if my thoughts bring
Any hell or all of them feelings of doubt
I’m dying just to live again

I’m nauseous hearing your voice again
I probably won't pick up the phone again
I'm six feet deep in some feelings
I need you to believe
That I’m drowning, now I’m sounding
Like a monster, I never thought I'd be