Anika Pyle - Poetry Vs Reason Lyrics

Time to run the going's tough
I don't like it in the summer
Time to hide I fucked it up
Just can't seem to make it better

The end is never easy
Oh, but stalling makes it harder
I am love but you are lover
You don't deserve to watch me suffer

I'm a mess of a girl but I like to pretend
I'm straighter than all of the ways that I bend
I think I prefer kissing women to men
I am more Poetry than Reason

Guess I'll buy myself flowers
Guess I'll take myself out
I don't like spending money
To make myself happy

But I can't keep
Living alone in my doubt
I know it won't make me whole
Giving all this to you

Think we'd be better off
With me keeping it close
Shaping it into something
I can hold

I'm a mess of a girl but I like to pretend
I'm straighter than all of the ways that I bend
I think I prefer kissing women to men
I am more Poetry than Reason

I'm a mess of a girl but I'm trying to change
Don't wanna worry, I don't wanna hate
I tend to ruin the good I create
But I'm trying to leave that behind me today

I know that hating myself don't make me easy to love
Been behind my whole life on trusting my heart, yeah
Hating myself don't make me easy to love
Give me a break man I'm trying
I'm trying so hard

Easy to love (I'm a mess of a girl)
Easy to love (You're a mess of a boy)
Easy to love (I'm a mess of a girl)
Easy to love (Don't fuck with my joy)