Amygdala - Why Can't I Heal? Lyrics

When i close my eyes at night
All i see is
all of you
I remember all the times you threw me to the ground
I remember all the times you threw me against the wall
Why can't i heal
Where has life gone x2
Thinking about all those times i ever felt small
You'd lose your control
I can still feel the thorns in my back
I can still feel the hospital bed