Amoura - Blue Mind Lyrics

I can't tell if I'm cursed
Or just blessed beyond measure
If pain equals pleasure
Then why are my insides on fire
Isn't that what you wanted
My knees always weak
But my foot taps a hole through the floor
Waking up in that cold sweat
A dream about drowning
Beautiful and horrific
It stings
There's new pain in my throat when I sing
And the lines in my face always change
Save the rest for tomorrow
If it comes we'll burn that bridge down
One is somebody with nothing
Two are the weeks that remain
Three voices crowding my conscience
Enough to acknowledge
The difference between you and I
When my hands became calloused
Although I can't stand it
We were so happy
That we could have died
Stare deep at the blue wall
If you can hear waves crash
We no longer have any time left
Panic nausea
The difference between you and I
Falling out now
So happy that we could have died
Yet another rift is growing
Tell me why I've stood my ground
As the Earth rips wide open
I'm finally looking down
I don't think I'd make the jump
No light is seen from that smile now
Let the water take my body right back to the sea
See how they can barely notice you
It's always so strange when I can't seem to
Stop focusing on the sound of my heartbeat
I can't take much more
The colors bend and break me
The waves just pound against me
So why the fuck does my brain take me there
Take me there

I can't tell if I'm cursed
Or just blessed beyond measure
If pain equals pleasure
Then why are my insides on fire
Isn't that what you wanted
My knees always weak
But my foot taps a hole through the floor
Waking up in that cold sweat
A dream about drowning
Beautiful and horrific
It stings
There's new pain in my throat when I sing
And the lines in my face always change
Save the rest for tomorrow
If it comes we'll burn that bridge down
One is somebody with nothing
Two are the weeks that remain
Three voices crowding my conscience
Enough to acknowledge
The difference between you and I
When my hands became calloused
Although I can't stand it
We were so happy
That we could have died
Stare deep at the blue wall
If you can hear waves crash
We no longer have any time left
Panic nausea
The difference between you and I
Falling out now
So happy that we could have died
Yet another rift is growing
Tell me why I've stood my ground
As the Earth rips wide open
I'm finally looking down
I don't think I'd make the jump
No light is seen from that smile now
Let the water take my body right back to the sea
See how they can barely notice you
It's always so strange when I can't seem to
Stop focusing on the sound of my heartbeat
I can't take much more
The colors bend and break me
The waves just pound against me
So why the fuck does my brain take me there
Take me there