AlithePoet, Iriasona - Nature Of My Diary Lyrics

Sorry I left my diary here it's covered in my tears
Sorry can't stop you reading the pages after all these years

So much on my mind how can I let it out
When I can't control them myself
I'm becoming everything I feared
And I feel like everybody cant hear or tell
Mental illness I'm not doing well
No one cares if I'm dead or alive
I strive I try but suicidal thoughts
Make me wish I would just die
I don't even cry I'm numb
Dumb anxiety blocks stacking up
And I think I might jump off
This ledge
Been holding on for dear life
But I just want it all to end
I'm tired of playing pretend
This Pain in my chest is getting intense
Damn
This Pain in my chest is getting intense
I'm Jotting down with my pad and pen
Got all these knots tied around my chest
Damn
Trying to give my all be at my best!
One page of my diary
This is my nature
The way I reflect
The way that I reflect
The way that I reflect
The way that I reflect

Sorry I left my diary here it's covered in my tears
Sorry can't stop you reading the pages after all these years