Alex Spears - subterranean Lyrics

I know that sometimes I hit you where it hurts
But I felt indignant, and felt like you fired first
Maybe there've been times I have taken it too far but
I thought by hurting you- I'd mend my broken heart

It's a pretty lame excuse, I know
But it turned my world around when you let me go
It happened overnight, we never had a fight
You just walked in and walked right out of my life

We forget what was said
But never how it made us feel
I have my own regrets
But there's no rule book on how to heal

We sweep it under the rug
Try to remember what was
Are good intentions enough
In subterranean love?

I can't forget the times I made you cry
Thought I wanted that but it ended up killing me inside
I hope the next time I'm in pain
I choose to be kind

We forget what was said
But never how it made us feel
I have my own regrets
But there's no rule book on how to heal

We sweep it under the rug
Try to remember what was
Are good intentions enough
In subterranean love?

The spark to the butane, the acid in the rain
The blue flame of my rage, and the pin in the grenade
You broke the news softly, acted like I was crazy with
How I reacted, how you vanished and how it affected me

To reappear after about a year
Sleep in the same bed where we shared those tears
Are we pretending that its all okay if it's
A lost cause at the end of the day?

We play a role in a dysfunctional show
Better the devil you know than the one that you don't
We give new meaning to "as above, so below"

We forget what was said
But never how it made us feel
I have my own regrets
But there's no rule book on how to heal

We sweep it under the rug
Try to remember what was
Are good intentions enough
In subterranean love?

I'm sorry for the times I made you cry
I did anything to try and heal my wounded pride