Alex Spears - midwest depressed Lyrics

I like people who are firm in their beliefs
Because I'm not, I change every day
Of the week cause I think
The truth is hidden in the in-betweens

I've died so many times that I've lost the count
Of the roads that I have traveled down
All the times I should have shut my mouth and
Every time that I have broken down

Jump from one moment to the next
But I am never content
Cause wherever I rest my head
I'm still Midwest Depressed

People say they won't, but
They always do, they forget
You existed if you're on the move
And that proves that they never meant much to you

When it's late at night and
And I've had too much to drink
I wonder why I fret for the future
When we'll never see the year 2043

Human nature is a parasite
In paradise- we blur the lines
Of wrong and right under the guise of
Whatever helps us sleep at night

Jump from one moment to the next
But I am never content
Cause wherever I rest my head
I'm still midwest depressed

Get a little taste of happiness but then
Just like clockwork it comes around again
As soon as the summer ends
I'm back to midwest depressed

I tried to look on the bright side
But it only left me blind
It seems I process all my thoughts
One prescription at a time

I tried to outrun my thoughts
But they're always at the finish line
It seems I process every loss
One addiction at time

Jump from one moment to the next
But I am never content
Cause wherever I rest my head
I'm still midwest depressed

Get a little taste of happiness but then
Just like clockwork it comes around again
As soon as the summer ends
I'm back to midwest depressed

And when it's late at night and
I've had too much to drink
I think of all the times my inner child
Made grown up decisions for me