Alex Spears - galaxia Lyrics

I don't know where my self esteem went
I've checked the cabinets- every shelf
I wish that I believed in Jesus
But how could I, when I don't believe in myself?

I'm losing time as I decay in the mind
I feel my life's on the line and I am searching to find
A place to go where I don't feel so alone
Where I survive on my own, with a career and a home

Once was a star, now a black hole
A trick of the light, mirror and smoke
I'm like the moon, I've got no light of my own
Just reflections of all the places I roam

The person who I want to be seems so out of reach
Billions of light years away in a distant galaxy
And I feel so invisible to the naked eye
Physically I'm here on earth
But in my mind I'm lost in the sky

Most of the things I love ain't permanent
Either by my hand or the grand design
Sometimes I just feel so unfortunate
Don't wanna die, but don't wanna be alive

Running in place gets you last in the race
Then you trip up on the lace and you fall flat on your face
I understand that there is a greater plan
By the creator of man, how much more can I withstand?

I've spent my life being everyone's rock
And I've learned that I am rarely heard when I talk
The solar system is where my voice has been lost
I'm good at floating along until I drown in my thoughts

The person who I want to be seems so out of reach
Billions of light years away in a distant galaxy
And I feel so invisible to the naked eye
Physically I'm here on earth
But in my mind I'm lost in the sky

Why is it like this? Only god knows
Do we live our best life in all of the cosmos?
With credit scores and debt, it seems improbable
The mysteries of this planet are unsolvable

The person who I want to be seems so out of reach
Billions of light years away in a distant galaxy
And I feel so invisible to the naked eye
Physically I'm here on earth
But in my mind I'm lost in the sky