Alex Richy, Lewis Voltaire - Misery (Bonus Track) Lyrics

I been trying so god damn hard
Back when I was on the bike before I done had a car
Before I was on the mic, when I tried to believe in god
I was smoking up grass, just burning up all the sod
Then I switched up quick, when I realized I was wrong
And the 'sitch done switch, when the beat turned on
And the fire just flow when the heat turn on
This a beat down brawl and I'm beating up all my scars
All of my dreams I was living large
Everything I thought always seemed too far
History of me and all my flaws
Misery of my relationships gone wrong
That culmination made me all but withdraw
I could ruin a nation with all I've fought
It's sad to say, I guess not, cause rap is what made me whole
Every time a girl ruined my life
I took advice and pulled the knife,
Bled out numerous times
On the pages, that's everything that made me write
But still there's nothing that feels alright
And I sit at night, pain destroys my pride
A simulation I find, and it leaves me trapped inside my mind
Why can you not see that I'm in misery
I feel so incomplete without you here with me
I know I can not change the past but I have changed my ways for you (I can't change the past, but I've changed my ways for you)
Yeah, I changed my ways for you (Yeah)
It's like no matter how much I change
You ain't never gonna look at me the same (No, no)
Can't erase the mistakes I made And I can't erase your pain (No, no)
Know you wanna feel that real love
That type of love that you kill for
But guess I don't deserve that much
Took all your love and just burned your trust
Burned every bridge that I've ever made
So, for what we've been through
Guess I can't blame you If you decide to walk away (Don't walk away)
If you decide to walk away
Don't know what I'd do
I guess I'd have another L to face In my life, that's what I'm used to
And I don't know why (I don't know why)
No matter how much that I try
I just can't get things right (Can't get things right)
Now I'm up every night
Can't sleep at night without you by my side
I'm just tryna find a way to get me out my mind
Why can you not see that I'm in misery
I feel so incomplete without you here with me
I know I cannot change the past but I have changed my ways for you (I can't change the past, but I changed my ways for you)
Yeah, I've changed my ways for you

I been trying so god damn hard
Back when I was on the bike before I done had a car
Before I was on the mic, when I tried to believe in god
I was smoking up grass, just burning up all the sod
Then I switched up quick, when I realized I was wrong
And the 'sitch done switch, when the beat turned on
And the fire just flow when the heat turn on
This a beat down brawl and I'm beating up all my scars
All of my dreams I was living large
Everything I thought always seemed too far
History of me and all my flaws
Misery of my relationships gone wrong
That culmination made me all but withdraw
I could ruin a nation with all I've fought
It's sad to say, I guess not, cause rap is what made me whole
Every time a girl ruined my life
I took advice and pulled the knife,
Bled out numerous times
On the pages, that's everything that made me write
But still there's nothing that feels alright
And I sit at night, pain destroys my pride
A simulation I find, and it leaves me trapped inside my mind
Why can you not see that I'm in misery
I feel so incomplete without you here with me
I know I can not change the past but I have changed my ways for you (I can't change the past, but I've changed my ways for you)
Yeah, I changed my ways for you (Yeah)
It's like no matter how much I change
You ain't never gonna look at me the same (No, no)
Can't erase the mistakes I made And I can't erase your pain (No, no)
Know you wanna feel that real love
That type of love that you kill for
But guess I don't deserve that much
Took all your love and just burned your trust
Burned every bridge that I've ever made
So, for what we've been through
Guess I can't blame you If you decide to walk away (Don't walk away)
If you decide to walk away
Don't know what I'd do
I guess I'd have another L to face In my life, that's what I'm used to
And I don't know why (I don't know why)
No matter how much that I try
I just can't get things right (Can't get things right)
Now I'm up every night
Can't sleep at night without you by my side
I'm just tryna find a way to get me out my mind
Why can you not see that I'm in misery
I feel so incomplete without you here with me
I know I cannot change the past but I have changed my ways for you (I can't change the past, but I changed my ways for you)
Yeah, I've changed my ways for you