Alex Richy - I'm Sorry Lyrics

I'm sorry that I couldn't
Live up to your expectations
That you had for me
But mama you have got to face it
Me and him are not the same
I know we blood
But we don't relate
And neither one of us
Are gonna change
You always seeing one side of things
But never the other
My whole life has been
In the shadows
Of my older brother
And I was only ten
When he left the house
And you stopped being a mother
I had to grow up on my own
I never had no one to run to
So I started smoking
Trying to drown the pain
(Just trying to drown the pain)
Doing what ever I can do to change
The way you look at me
Cause when you look at me
All you see is disappointment
All you'll ever be is disappointed
I guess that what my point is
Is I'm

I'm sorry that I let you go
(Yeah)
I'm sorry that I cared
(I'm so sorry mama)
I'm sorry that the feeling shows
That I just wasn't there
(Not at all)
(Not at all no)
I know I'm not the fool I was
I cut you off
And fucked it up again
(Fucked it all up)
I'm sorry that I let you go
(Yeah)
I'm sorry that I cared

Now dad tell me where to start
Never thought we'd be
The ones to fall apart
But you were gone in an instant
I sat up all the time as a kid
Wondering what I could do different
At every game I'd look in the stands
Hoping that I'd see you looking down
Cause all I ever wanted
Was to make you proud
But would you look at me now
(Look at me now)
Are you proud of the man you see
I've got a son and a wife
That I will never leave
Cause when I look into their eyes
I see everything that I want to be
I'm a role model
His best friend
Everything you should have been to me
And I am sorry
(I'm so sorry)
But I got to get this off my chest
And I know its all for the best
Just know I wish you all the best
But I'm

I'm sorry that I let you go
(Yeah)
I'm sorry that I cared
(I'm so sorry daddy)
I'm sorry that the feeling shows
That I just wasn't there
(Not at all)
(Not at all no)
I know I'm not the fool I was
I cut you off
And fucked it up again
(Fucked it all up)
I'm sorry that I let you go
(Yeah)
I'm sorry that I cared