Aleksy Garcia - Fucked Up Lyrics

Here I am
Sitting once again
Now I'm worried sick
You see the panic in my hands
And now I'm feeling sad so I go and grab that pen
And then I write down I don't know if we are friends
Well it depends
Cause are we more or are we less
I should've known you wasn't right for me when you caused all this stress
And now we cuddle and we dance
But you still ain't confessed
If you're feeling me or not so I get kind of pressed

And I don't give a fuck when you talk 'bout other niggas
Well now I'm looking back and I know I should've figured
I went through all this pain with my head next to the trigger
You shrunk my fucking heart
At least your ego getting bigger
My brain is getting sicker
Try not to welcome liquor
But is it any healthier when I stare at our pictures
I should just delete
And then admit defeat
But then I'd feel the shame when I don't want to fucking eat
You got me fucked up
Cause I don't know when to shut up
I thought that you were different but I guess I can't luck up
I got a fucking job but I still haven't bucked up
I think I'm just a failure I got myself fucked up