Alaina Castillo - ocean waves Lyrics

I've been so gone, thinking for so long that
I would find my peace of mind, yeah, ay
Drifting thoughts and the swelling moments that
Make my madness multiply

I watch the water move
So violent and so smooth
Somehow it treats them both the same
I'm in a manic mood
I see myself in you
I hear your silence call my name
(Name, ah, name, ah)
I hear your silence call my name

Let the wave crash over my head and pull me deeper
Let the water fill my lungs, make me stay forever young
Let the ocean break all my bones and pull me under
If the worst is yet to come, let me be forever young

My neurosis is near psychosis it
Makes me feel like I'm alright
But when I focus in underneath my skin
All I crave is cyanide

I watch the water move
So violent and so smooth
Somehow it treats them both the same
I'm in a manic mood
I see myself in you
I hear your silence call my name

Let the wave crash over my head and pull me deeper
Let the water fill my lungs, make me stay forever young
Let the ocean break all my bones and pull me under
If the worst is yet to come, let me be forever young

Ooh (I feel it taking over me)
Ooh (washing my sins out as she bleeds)
Ooh (come flood my airways, help me breathe)
Ooh (I'm done with waiting to be free)
(I'm done with waiting to be) free

Let the wave crash over my head and pull me deeper
Let the water fill my lungs, make me stay forever young
Let the ocean break all my bones and pull me under
If the worst is yet to come, let me be forever young

Let me be forever young
Let me be forever young
Let me be forever young