AJY - Want Me Or Not Lyrics

Damn life is hard
Strive to fail been trying from the start but
Can't give up now look at how far ya
Made it passed obstacles and now you're stuck
I relate
I know that it's the same
But yet it seems like no one understands me
No ones even caring
But wait he says he does
Goes against how it was and always been
Everyone's always against
It's the way that it's been since
Like 6th
Do I trust him or my sense
I'm happy but everyday I mess up
Thinkin all the time does he see me any less of
Broken from the past can he put me back together
Trust is gone from then but then I hear him tell his friends
I want her to be happy and comfortable
I opened my heart wide and now I'm vulnerable
Does she not want me or maybe it's true love
I don't care bout her flaws we all have problems
Damn this relationship seems a little too perfect
Expecting heartbreak in a couple months like is it worth it
I always have to mess up even though I say I'm working
He says I make him happy but I feel like I ain't deserving
So I contemplate leaving
I'm tryna make him see it
There's better ones out there breathing
Who ain't feeling what I'm feeling
Pretty normal she's appealing
Basic life but she is living
Pretty smile, better figure
I figure he must be feenin
On girlyness and their squealing
The opposite I ain't pleasing
I wanna say that I'm leaving
This earth
I'm tired of being the one that's on the ground
Being the one that's thrown around
Drowning from the past and it's breaking me down
He don't know what he does for me
Thinking I do stuff but all I do is for him
Really smiling I ain't even gotta force it
Loving him I think I'm finally done searching
For them to say that
I want her to be happy and comfortable
I opened my heart wide and now I'm vulnerable
Does she not want me or maybe it's true love
I don't care bout her flaws we all have problems
Damn am I not enough
Am I losing
Doing my best
But none of this is proving
To me
That she's really into me and wants to stay with me
You say you love me every day but I ain't ever seeing it
I think I do a lot but no one wants to acknowledge it
Her, myself, and our relationship I put my all into it
Sacrificing fun and time to make sure that we're making it
You're never faking it
We're working on our file
Cause
I'm always in denial
Like am I not her style
Does she want someone wearing some black
Edgy and all that
Or does she want a real man
Confidence and meal plans
All of it inside a woman she could be winning
Without me
Sorry that I always think you're lying
I don't mean to degrade
Every day I hear a thing
Someone did or someone said
Intimated by you and your looks babe
New one anytime babe
Leave me in the dust ain't that right babe
But I say
Don't you run away
Don't forget me
I want you to stay
And make memories forever and always
And never let me go
Never let us fall
Never let us fail
And give your all
And let us both talk like
I want us to be happy and comfortable
We opened our hearts wide and now we're vulnerable
Do you not want me or maybe it's true love
We don't care bout our flaws we all have problems
Damn
I wish that you could see what I mean
Locked in Heaven I don't even want a key
Hey baby why you think you wanna leave
No way you should feel guilty
Rest my conscience on the floor
Took the pain I ain't feel it no more
I say don't you walk out that door
My hearts fine ain't no need to be sore

Damn life is hard
Strive to fail been trying from the start but
Can't give up now look at how far ya
Made it passed obstacles and now you're stuck
I relate
I know that it's the same
But yet it seems like no one understands me
No ones even caring
But wait he says he does
Goes against how it was and always been
Everyone's always against
It's the way that it's been since
Like 6th
Do I trust him or my sense
I'm happy but everyday I mess up
Thinkin all the time does he see me any less of
Broken from the past can he put me back together
Trust is gone from then but then I hear him tell his friends
I want her to be happy and comfortable
I opened my heart wide and now I'm vulnerable
Does she not want me or maybe it's true love
I don't care bout her flaws we all have problems
Damn this relationship seems a little too perfect
Expecting heartbreak in a couple months like is it worth it
I always have to mess up even though I say I'm working
He says I make him happy but I feel like I ain't deserving
So I contemplate leaving
I'm tryna make him see it
There's better ones out there breathing
Who ain't feeling what I'm feeling
Pretty normal she's appealing
Basic life but she is living
Pretty smile, better figure
I figure he must be feenin
On girlyness and their squealing
The opposite I ain't pleasing
I wanna say that I'm leaving
This earth
I'm tired of being the one that's on the ground
Being the one that's thrown around
Drowning from the past and it's breaking me down
He don't know what he does for me
Thinking I do stuff but all I do is for him
Really smiling I ain't even gotta force it
Loving him I think I'm finally done searching
For them to say that
I want her to be happy and comfortable
I opened my heart wide and now I'm vulnerable
Does she not want me or maybe it's true love
I don't care bout her flaws we all have problems
Damn am I not enough
Am I losing
Doing my best
But none of this is proving
To me
That she's really into me and wants to stay with me
You say you love me every day but I ain't ever seeing it
I think I do a lot but no one wants to acknowledge it
Her, myself, and our relationship I put my all into it
Sacrificing fun and time to make sure that we're making it
You're never faking it
We're working on our file
Cause
I'm always in denial
Like am I not her style
Does she want someone wearing some black
Edgy and all that
Or does she want a real man
Confidence and meal plans
All of it inside a woman she could be winning
Without me
Sorry that I always think you're lying
I don't mean to degrade
Every day I hear a thing
Someone did or someone said
Intimated by you and your looks babe
New one anytime babe
Leave me in the dust ain't that right babe
But I say
Don't you run away
Don't forget me
I want you to stay
And make memories forever and always
And never let me go
Never let us fall
Never let us fail
And give your all
And let us both talk like
I want us to be happy and comfortable
We opened our hearts wide and now we're vulnerable
Do you not want me or maybe it's true love
We don't care bout our flaws we all have problems
Damn
I wish that you could see what I mean
Locked in Heaven I don't even want a key
Hey baby why you think you wanna leave
No way you should feel guilty
Rest my conscience on the floor
Took the pain I ain't feel it no more
I say don't you walk out that door
My hearts fine ain't no need to be sore