AJY - Healing Lyrics

Paper chasin cuz I am all about the business
Tryna mimic, it's just the way that I be livin
It's a commitment
Progressing every second to minute
Get pesos and I'm expecting a shipment
Green like the Amazon I ain't have no limits
Society don't accept us they just see a menace
Reverse your lifestyle put you in the movie Tenet
Confusing everyone because my music's always changing
Experimenting based on how I am feeling
In the moment all I'm thinking is to make a killing
But it clouds my judgment got me staring at the ceiling
Tryna find the meaning what it's like to be healing
Staring into space is all I can do
All I can think of when I am not with you
Who do you speak of I know you know your truth
Who do you really love and who you lying to
All my life I felt something was missing
Happy all the time, nah I was prolly faking
Appreciate life I told myself cuz you are breathing
It's fucking hard but I still had a lot of living to do
Broken motors in my head back then but they repaired now
No luck till I waited and I waited I don't know-how
Patience led to a filled room of thoughts
Insecure no matter who was looking from their eyes
And it don't seem like they got any
Cuz all I hear is lies
Tryna make me who I'm not seem like since a child
Family got something out for me seem like from the start
Guarantee they'll miss me the day that I depart
I'm trying so hard for you
Every time I fill up feel like a balloon
Ruined my flow deflate my attitude
Carried in the wind same latitude, no altitude
Staring into space is all I can do
All I can think of when I am not with you
Who do you speak of I know you know your truth
Who do you really love and who you lying to
Staring into space is all I can do
All I can think of when I am not with you
Who do you speak of I know you know your truth
Who do you really love and who you lying to

Paper chasin cuz I am all about the business
Tryna mimic, it's just the way that I be livin
It's a commitment
Progressing every second to minute
Get pesos and I'm expecting a shipment
Green like the Amazon I ain't have no limits
Society don't accept us they just see a menace
Reverse your lifestyle put you in the movie Tenet
Confusing everyone because my music's always changing
Experimenting based on how I am feeling
In the moment all I'm thinking is to make a killing
But it clouds my judgment got me staring at the ceiling
Tryna find the meaning what it's like to be healing
Staring into space is all I can do
All I can think of when I am not with you
Who do you speak of I know you know your truth
Who do you really love and who you lying to
All my life I felt something was missing
Happy all the time, nah I was prolly faking
Appreciate life I told myself cuz you are breathing
It's fucking hard but I still had a lot of living to do
Broken motors in my head back then but they repaired now
No luck till I waited and I waited I don't know-how
Patience led to a filled room of thoughts
Insecure no matter who was looking from their eyes
And it don't seem like they got any
Cuz all I hear is lies
Tryna make me who I'm not seem like since a child
Family got something out for me seem like from the start
Guarantee they'll miss me the day that I depart
I'm trying so hard for you
Every time I fill up feel like a balloon
Ruined my flow deflate my attitude
Carried in the wind same latitude, no altitude
Staring into space is all I can do
All I can think of when I am not with you
Who do you speak of I know you know your truth
Who do you really love and who you lying to
Staring into space is all I can do
All I can think of when I am not with you
Who do you speak of I know you know your truth
Who do you really love and who you lying to