Agat - I've Done It Again Lyrics

I have done it again
Went against all what I know
And I lied to myself
Is this how the things must go?
I have done it again
Failed to see what's right and wrong
All the way to you
All the way to what I know
I don't know from what I fear the most
How it felt or the lack of thought
In how easy it was
To let myself go