Adonia Blaxk - Reconciliation Lyrics

Tell me something
Is it sin
If I spend
All my time
Faking shy
Too polite
To be liked
Numb inside
All my friends
Told em bye
Ain’t say why
This ain’t right
In the end
It’s a lie
There’s a price
This ain’t life

Sorry y’all
I ain’t staying here
I don’t need fear
I don’t need tears
This is my time
This is my life
That means something gotta die
Let me sing to you
Sorry y’all
I ain’t staying here
I don’t need fear
I don’t need tears
This is my time
This is my life
I know something ain’t right
Let me sing to you

Back it up
Time to pack my stuff
Sick of being judged
Tired of seeking love
I been playing dumb
I been waiting on
What is taking long
Armageddon
So I went and roamed
Left my old home
Did it on my own
But I’m not alone
I’m with the angel bro
Guarding my cold soul
God got me for sho
I’m so private you would never know

Sorry y’all
I ain’t staying here
I don’t need fear
I don’t need tears
This is my time
This is my life
That means something gotta die
Let me sing to you
Sorry y’all
I ain’t staying here
I don’t need fear
I don’t need tears
This is my time
This is my life
I know something ain’t right
Let me sing to you

I’ve been feeling this stress
Like I ain’t blessed
They had me walking in heels
Wearing a dress
I’m ashamed of myself
I feel depressed
Yeah they all tried to help
But mayne I’m still a mess
And it’s draining my soul
Tryna look hetero
But I had to take it
Holy people have a role
To be above the masses
Yet I’m feeling like an actress
I’d rather take my chances
Than dull my spirit to ashes

Just let go of control
Just let go of what isn’t for you to control

Sorry y’all
I ain’t staying here
I don’t need fear
I don’t need tears
This is my time
This is my life
That means something gotta die
Let me sing to you
Sorry y’all
I ain’t staying here
I don’t need fear
I don’t need tears
This is my time
This is my life
I know something ain’t right
Let me sing to you

I was in the house
Suppressing my desires
I walk outside
And the world is on fire
Ohhhhh
It’s draining me, I’m tired
Life is too short
To be living as a liar
As a liar
I ain’t no liar
I want what I desire
I ain’t scared of hell
Man the world is on fire