Ace Wild - Want My Heart Back Lyrics

Nobody cares but me
All I wanna do is relax, I just want my heart back
Who cares if I'm drowning out
All I wanna do is relax, I just want my heart back
Sick of pretending now
This darkness it hollows me
Why does it follow me
I'm drowning, oh god
All I wanna do is relax, I just want my heart back

I can't trust like I used to
Looking back 'cause it's all that I'm used to
Yeah, I got a good view
Now I'm talking to my heart like, "I'm sorry I abused you"
Stuck in my head 'cause I choose to
I can never find myself in a good mood
Like who knew
Like who would've known that everything I don't show is what I'd turn into
A shell of myself and I've tried to fix it
But nothing ever works when the parts are missing
I'll search for the cure, is it worth the distance
Anything's better than this hell I live with
The version of me that I know the best, always stressed
Every night he's a drunken mess
He'll pop a couple pills but he's still depressed
Woke up on the floor with his hands on chest like, take a breath

He's still got a soul, hasn't sold it yet
Prohibition eyes from the times he wept
A version of himself that her spell would wreck
Time to view this in a different light
Ask myself if we're different types
Maybe could've found this at a different time
Maybe could've ended up different right, like why
So where the fuck did my love go
Why'd you leave and let nothing show
You pulled my strings
You continue to cling on to everything that I'll never know
I opened up and you closed the door
If I try again, I know the blood will pour
I don't even know what I'm searching for

Nobody cares but me
All I wanna do is relax, I just want my heart back
Who cares if I'm drowning out
All I wanna do is relax, I just want my heart back
Sick of pretending now
This darkness it hollows me
Why does it follow me
I'm drowning, oh god
All I wanna do is relax, I just want my heart back

You run, I stay
Paralyzed sitting in the rain
I seek, and you hide
All the games, playing with my mind
You run, I stay
Overwhelmed, I will never be the same
I seek, and you hide
Something's gone, you can see it in my eyes
Isolating myself again
Hate myself for the times I've spent
Tryna fix you, wouldn't fix me
Walls finally built laid in dry cement
Our eyes meet and my gut twists
A feeling that I know I'd never fucking miss
Now you walk around like some tough bitch
Police your love? You couldn't cuff shit
You keep on singing the same song
Over and over again 'til your pain's drawn
So deep inside 'til the chains are taught
With another heart in your safe, locked
I was risking everything to show this side of me
I'm sorry I could not save you
I'm tortured mentally, I'm torn and begging please
Give me back what I gave you

All I wanna do is relax, I just want my heart back
All I wanna do is relax, I just want my heart back
I'm drowning, oh god
All I wanna do is relax, I just want my heart back
This darkness it hollows me
Why does it follow me
This darkness it hollows me
Why does it follow me
All I wanna do is relax, I just want my heart back