A Life Once Lost - Needleman Lyrics

What happens, here stays here, right?
This is nothing but a miserable lesson learned
What we share together will not end up
Falling out of someone else's lips

I must fight with shadows in my own defense
And worst of all their names I do not know
Tell me, do I disgust you?
I fit their image so perfectly and it is making them sick

Is this disgust? Is it disgust or amusement?
That catches your attention, that draws you near
Is it disgust or amusement?
Disgust or amusement, which is it?